a penny of thoughts

Adapted from Plato's The Symposium,

"According to greek mythology, humans were originally created
with 4 arms, 4 legs and a head with 2 faces. Fearing their power, Zeus split
them into 2 seperate parts, condemning them to spend their lives in search for
their other halves."

i am neither a greek mythology fan nor do i favor Plato's Symposium. I just happen to see this phrase appear in my e-search for percy jackson. My first reaction was Ouch! - that kinda hurt cause i am still searching for the other half. I remembered last year during my 21st birthday, my aunts kept pestering me with the same questions, where is my bf and do i have one? like what was i supposed to answer? If i have one, i will "scan and magnify" him for all of you to see? Argh, when will they understand? that is why i hate BIG family gatherings. Like hello?? i am only 21? whats to rush? what will come will come. But i have to admit that i admire friends that are attached doing couple stuff (...) but that doesn't mean i must go into a relationship like a head-on crash. -> that will only make me look despo.... which i am not.

OKI~ i admit i am silly when it comes to matters of the heart but i do know something and that is to love with your heart and not the eyes. Problem is i no longer know how fast the speed of the heart can go and where it can go- my heart has lost its senses and direction.