love is Abstract.

I don't get it.

I just don't get it.

Because I have never REALLY experienced it.

I don't want to be on the losing end to declare it ...

until i realized i lost it.

After 3 years of waiting, it's time to move on. GOODBYE Mr Orange.

This travel blog photo's source is TravelPod page: Andong Folk Villages, Dam, Wooden Bridge

NOT a VULGAR USER.

Today's personal weather forecast: Bright and sunny in the mornings, showers at night.

Okay seriously speaking, i shouldn't be in this middle of unhappiness... i shld've been ms "could-not-be-bothered". No wonder my sister so happy cos she is ms "none-of-my-business". it sucks BIG time when you are stuck right in the middle between your mum and your grandma. and the most hilarious thing is it is just a bag of chinese mochi. what would you do if your granny smiles at you and said "this is your mum's fav. food bring some back for your mum." R you going to say eh. it is not her fav. food. don't give it to her. turn ard~ see the dushbin? ar that shld be the place to put the food.APPARENTLY NOT~ so guess what i brought it back and GOT reprimanded. BIG timeout for me. mum starts calling aunts to see if she could taichi that bag ard. HELLO? there is always a dustbin???!!! if you are afraid of karma then i do it can???!!! started to show me attitude somemore. JUST becos we are going to genting TMR doesnt mean that bag of mochi has to go??? if really cannot finish then throw LOR! what is the BIG deal?

Lesson Learnt: if you want to pass something to someone. DO IT YOURSELF! I am not Fedex~

When will Singaporeans learn?

Today's weather forecast: sunny(12pm), thunderstorm(4pm), cloudy(2.30am)

Woke up with a bright smile as i am 3 days away from sundown.

Puked like hell when my stomach cramps acted up.

Sighed and shook my head as POST-GE issues resurfaced again.-> will this EVER end?

Sometimes i just wish something big happens to Spore (something like japan's earthquake)

Although i know it SEEMS impossible as Spore is surrounded by the BIG lands (well.. nth is impossible;>)

Only when that happens, the CITIZENS who are DEBATING like crazy fools now will know who are the MPs with the best interest of Singaporeans- be it from the oppositions or PAP-

Then again, one thing i realized after all the debating going around in YAHOO! post- Personal gains seems to be main topic-> its never about MPs pay, GST, Housing etc. The bottom line is what do i gain at the end of the GE? As a citizen, can don't pay so much GST if i choose opposition? wah then i choose opposition. [inferred from a comment in yahoo! post-> but seriously speaking, are you even sure that if you choose opposition, GST is going to decrease? o.O] Lousy HDB MP ar! Thats why housing so expensive in Singapore!!! erm.. was that his fault? i mean increase in cost of housing is a global thing isn't it? you can't expect to pay a 4rm flat using the rate from the 90s!!! All in all, as long as the people do not need to pay anything that they do not use, they want their money to be in the pocket(not in their CPF-> "cause cannot use the money what~"). In fact, if citizens want to spend money, they make sure the money they spend benefits them to the last penny (not to some "YOG" event). oh. i almost forgot the Foreign talent part (the biggest laugh of all!!) : why must have foreign talent in Singapore? see now need to change water tank liao~ see can show attitude to us Singaporean consumers lei, chase them out of Spore la, its our land! -> Erm... excuse me.. this is not our land to begin with~ just because we are called Singaporeans doesn't mean we own Singapore. [hmm... that explains why ppl go to war right? DON'T INVADE MY LAND!! THIS IS MY TERRITORY!! ]

I can't stop having mix emotions as i read through the posts- surprise (seen some ppl who are content with what they have and tried to promote peace), sad (at all the ppl's anger that is seriously not needed and those who showed that nth is enough -they just want more and more-), angry (woh, all the vulgarities replaced by #% signs -> not needed) and joy (laughed my way through about "removing" all foreign talents). Well... Didn't know reading a yahoo! post can be such fun.. lol..seems like a roller coaster ride.

F.Y.I i am not a PAP supporter neither am i an Opposition supporter . Peace-loving!!!

Yawns~ Enough of the post GE ns.... gotta finish the little prince tonight! Ciaos~

First day of 2011

Quote of the day: You are never too old to set another goal or to dream another dream ( by C.S. Lewis)

Well, we all know that Lewis has always been a dreamer of great DREAMS, as seen from the novels he wrote: The lion the witch and the wardrobe... etc. i've always like his books.. Inspirational.

TO DREAM ANOTHER DREAM....

Okay that is SERIOUSLY a DREAM... lol.. my knees go weak just by "climbing" THE overhead bridge two streets away from my house.

LOL

Well... i did dream of that as a way of saying 'I DO'... extravagant, costly, and SERIOUSLY DANGEROUS (taking into consideration of the wedding dress etc)...um... well it is a DREAM unless i find THE ideal guy that either TOTALLY sweeps me off my feet (to the extend i would DIE for him) or he is filthy RICH.

ANYWAY

Today is the first day of the new year.. here is my resolution for YEAR 2011 :

1. get GPA 4
2. driving licience
3. lose a couple of inches around the waist (THIS IS NOT A DREAM!)
4. mister u-know-who

WITH that i END my FIRST entry if the YEAR.

OH~ and A Happy NEW Year to EVERYONE!

ANti-bugs!!!

BUGS!!!

You would probably hear me from 2 streets away.
Scary little creatures that sneak up to you when you are not aware.
Crawling towards you slowly as if you were the prey and it was the predator.
Scary little golden beetles attacked me while i was watching the box at 2 in the morning.
circled around my head a couple of times preparing for a second attack.
Freaked out, i packed my stuff and moved to my room.
Now i feel safe in my cosy SEALED room.

I hate BUGS!!!

OUCH ^infinity

i learnt something over the last 8 years.

Know where you stand in the crowd...

Know your limits...

Know when to let go when it is not even meant to be in the first place...

This was what i thought of after listening to a few emo songs

Well here is one song that i dedicate to love btw cw and le.

Wish him all the best!!!Aza Aza Fighting!

Song title: 그대여서 고마워요..

By: V.O.S

Lyrics (In Hangul)

언제부터 그랬는지 내마음이
문득드는 그대 생각에 웃네요.

손잡고 걷게 해줄께. 집까지 바래다주면
날보며 장난치는 그대의 말

웃게 만드네요.
I LUV U I LUV U 매일하고 싶은 말
고마워요. 사랑해요. 매일 듣고싶은 말
I LUV U I LUV U 간직하고 싶은 마음
내게 보여주고 싶은 마음 my everything

사람많은 주말 오후 한참동안 걸어봐도
짜증이 나지 않네요.
우리 처음 만난 그날 그때는 별로였는데
날보며 장난치는그대의 말

I LUV U I LUV U 매일하고 싶은말
고마워요. 사랑해요. 매일 듣고싶은 말
I LUV U I LUV U 간직하고 싶은 마음
내게 보여주고 싶은 마음 my everything

눈감으면 그대 다가오는 모습 또 사라질까봐
매일 기도하는 내마음 아나요.

I LUV U I LUV U 고마워요. 사랑해요.

I LUV U I LUV U 그대가 날 보내요.
포근하게 따스하게 설레는 떨림으로
I LUV U I LUV U 지금 만나러가요.
그댈 몰래 안아줄께요. my everything

고마워요. 사랑해요.
나의 전부 그대

I LUV U I LUV U 고마워요. 사랑해요.
I LUV U I LUV U 고마워요. 사랑해요.

Lyrics in english:

For quite some time now
I smile at the thought of you
I’ll let you hold my hand and walk
As I escort you home
When I see you, your sweet, joking words
Makes me smile
I love you I love you
The words I want to say to you everyday
Thank you, I love you
The words I want to hear everyday
I love you I love you
The feelings I want to cherish
The feelings that I want to express to you
My everyday
Even when I’m walking in the busy streets for a long time
I don’t get frustrated
The first day we met
It was just okay
With your sweet, joking words
I love you I love you
The words I want to say to you everyday
Thank you, I love you
The words I want to hear everyday
I love you I love you
The feelings I want to cherish
The feelings that I want to express to you
My everyday
When I close my eyes, I imagine you walking towards me
But I worry you’ll leave me
I pray for us every day, do you know how I feel? (I pray for us every day)
I love you I love you
Thank you I love you ( my everyday)
I love you I love you
Don’t send me away
The warmth and comfort
And the anticipation
I love you I love you
I’m going to see you now
I’ll secretly hug you
My everyday
Thank you I love you
I love you I love you

1N2D!!! Sang Geun~~

was watching korean's variety show, 1N2D's jeju island ep and saw this cute little version (puppy) of sang geun the shows mascot - a Great Pyrenees dog. Cuteness overload~

I wanted to have a dog since young.

Haiz.. Queen mom's verdict was strict...

i remembered i was so despo for a pet that i reared baby SNAILS.. can you imagine? BABY SNAILS!!!

lol... DOGS~ my mom said, you can have them when you have your own apartment :)

-.-

what can i say? The place i am living is under my parents... guess i just have to abide the rules :(

IF only,.....

Activity in the afternoon

- Baked mini cookies (a surprise)

not very lucky though,

the weighing scale was faulty ~.~

had to rush to NTUC to get a new one -> that cost me 5.90... T.T

the mixing part was good exercise for the arms-> didnt use the machine mixer

end product-> Better than expected!!!

Guess i am more suitable for mini cookies than big ones???